Always with God..

Wan to play den dun angry

2008-11-27T12:33:00.002+08:00

When u wana play wif someone den u haf to bear it all till de end coz u started it. I just can't stand it wheneva u wana play wif me den in the end u always wana ruin de fun by being angry.

Take the stupid audition patch for example. You wanted to pull me away from ur lappy when i tried to help u patch audition. Den you held me so tight. Den i tried to pull away. Den i wanted to go to ur lappy to stop de patch from going on just for the fun of it. I wun rly go and off the patch la pls la. Den u jus say tat i wan play lidat rit den u off the power switch and say u not gonna play audition anymore and gonna delete it. How childish can u be? And by the way that struggle hurt me alot. My back hurts now as I sit here to blog. and if u rly wana delete audition by all means! Stop ur childish nonsense wif me la pls!

Sry I very pissed now coz my back rly hurts alot.

I m sick

2008-11-11T15:11:00.002+08:00

It's the exam period! God.. I had been in this education system since I was 7. Never had i ever fallen so ill before that I am missing all my exams. This means a high chance of actually retaking all my modules. Currently under 2 weeks of MC due to depression.. Oh God.. I duno wad happened to me.. But i just got so depressed I started to cry and i couldn't say a word out literally. Seems like my voice box got screwed up or wad. I was actually just damn stressed about the maths exams.
I know I have to retake my maths module if I dun go for the exams.. Duno if I have to do that for my English modules.. English's a hell lot more work. All the group work and the assignments. YUCKS! I rather take maths.. Now i am in a dilemma.. Do i wana drop english?? hmmm... Scratch head.. I will onli be taking english for 2 yrs ma.. N 1 semester is gone..
Now i m just waiting for my professor's answer if I have to retake the whole module if i miss the exams or not. If i have to retake the whole module then fine by me. But i would like to request to take it again maybe in year 3 when i am more relaxed ba.. but maths module cannot take lata. Coz the current maths module is a pre-requisite for the future maths modules. Duno if english is.. Haiz.. Pray tat i can just retake the exams without having to go thru all the assignments again!!!

What a scare~ :S

2008-11-07T12:02:00.002+08:00

OMG! i lost my notes! I left them at the kopitiam last night! OMG! Well, I did lose my notes and as a result my sleep as well last night.. But all that's over now.. I recovered my notes back.. Thanks to God.. I am lucky to have a Father who always answers my prayers. I thank my daddy!! Hahaha... I prayed so hard last night to recover my notes back today.. Lost abit of slp last night. But Daddy always helps his little gal when she is in need. Thx to u Jesus!

I just handed up my AED102 essay!!

2008-10-31T14:26:00.002+08:00

*Phew!* I just submitted my educational psychology essay.. Sweat sweat sweat... Today also had a maths module final test. So that's one whole module over and done with!!! Hahaha... So happy =)

Now one last thing left to do is my english report.. Though i have to admit that it was a very last minute job and i was all left alone to do it when it was supposed to be pair work, the teacher vet through it and said ti was good.. Minor adjustments here and there... But great! My partner said i did a great job.. So i guess things should all turn out fine.. haha..

U ask if i have been acting like a robot this whole week? Ask my mum. She will tell you that I did my assignments for very long hours(though it was a last minute attempt) till late into the night.. And i had to sit at the computer for hours on end to get my essays and reports all done...

Wonderful thing is that when i say i start school later at say about 11.30, my mum would stop my dad from waking me up, which usualli wun happen. She will want me to wake up bright and early. Dat shows how much she sees me working hard and how much i realli nid a rest!

N to my dearest dar dar, I m so sorry i haf not seen u for the whole of this week coz i was buried in my assignments. Dun feel heart pain when u see that i haf lost weight. Coz i noe u can fatten me up v soon rit? haha.. All i nid is love from u to fatten my physical size up lolzzzz.... See you den i can eat well le. Thx dar for being there for me this week, hearing me cry on the fone when i was at breaking point. Thx for all the spoken encouragement and the non-spoken supports.. Thx a million..

However, the one hu has helped me the most is God. He gave me his strength and His wisdom to come out with the essay and the report though i was all left alone to struggle with it. Thank Lord for all the help that you have given. May your wisdom shine through all my assignments and test. Thank you Daddy!

exams and assignments.. I m breaking down

2008-10-28T20:00:00.003+08:00

I just editted my blog skin! Woo! Anyway~
Hi everyone, I m on my blog again... Hey guys and gals out there.. If u ever think that NIE is an easier alternative path to take for a university, i am here to tell u, that is no easier! I m so drained and exhausted!!!!!!! I can help but keep praying to my dearest Lord to help me...
Currently, I am very ill. Have been falling sick very often. I also have many assignments to rush.. 2 assignments to be exact. And 1 major and final test coming up all within this week.. Blame me for doing things last minute and here i m stuck and struggling to breathe.. But the Lord never fails to help...

I missed a test last week due to my illness and i was supposed to have a makeup test tmr. But i am not very well acquainted with the things that is to be tested upon. I struggled if i should tell my illness to my professor. I decided to in the end. the professor allowed me to not take the retest and just count my test based on the first test i took. It was a relief.. It was very very very relieving.. Now i can concentrate fully on my final exams for a module and also finishup my assignments.. Really thx to you my dearest Daddy!!!! Thx for helping me so so much! love Daddy loads! <33

2008-10-21T11:11:00.005+08:00

Peeps.. Sometimes when i come back to my blog for a look and see u guys still tagging on blog though it is not updated, kinda feels me with a lot of emotions.. I often wonder how things are back in Zealot.. Many a times when i pass by the church i wished it was a saturday but it is not.. My heart is caught in alot of doubts, hopes and love all mixed up.. Love from God and love from mortals: my frends, families and such.. I duno how to describe the feeling.. Though i noe God is still with me coz He always comes to my rescue when i pray to Him.. Dun ask me y i nv come back even when i feel like coming back.. Coz it beats me..
Just a little update to those who duno wat i m doing now..I am currently studying in NTU(NIE). I haf nv led a more busy time then now.. Hu says that uni is more slack den JC life is a whole load of crap. At least life in NIE is more of rushing for deadlines and tests then sitting back to enjoy. Semester 1 is about to be over and out in a week's time. It still feels as though i just came to NIE.. And exams are just about the corner.. With all that stress, I am coming down with illness more than usual..

God please pick me up if i fall..

Fuming mad~!

2008-02-08T15:38:00.001+08:00

peeps, joanne's back on again~ Currently at lan shop~ Anyway to all dose hu play audition~ here's a little tip for u.. Stay away from unknown ppl.. n no matter how much dey irritate u, dun care abt dem.. Coz u noe y.. nw i m freaking pissed by someone in audition.. bt anyway.. i wana come back to blogging.. Promise i will b back.. when i m in de mood a little later~

Hugs! N kisses! i miss u all Zealot ppl~ if onli i can go back~~ i would~~ Muackz!

wah exams again!

2007-09-16T19:54:00.000+08:00

Ah... Prelims r here.. M sick for the whole prelims.. Hmm.. Haf been up to alot of things.. Very packed schedule.. Thx to all those hu haf prayed for me while i was sick all dese whiles.. ^^
I'll b back to post more aft my exams ba.. C ya..

finally blogging aft so long..

2007-07-24T23:24:00.001+08:00

Hi peeps! Sorry i MIA for a very long time.. Fret not.. I m still safe n sound.. I haf been thru quite a bit wince i last blogged.. Erm.. I'll blog wadeva i remember.. so it will all come together in many different entries.. Well before we look into other aspects of life, let's talk abt the Lord's work in my life!
Well, i wana b honest n admit that i haf not been actively studying for my mid-yr exams coz of a problem la.. Bt i realli thank God that.. Even though i may not have been very faithful, He always is Faithful. He always helps me in all the things i do.. I actualli onli did the studying for my mid-yrs the night b4 the paper.. Means tmr haf chemistry exam den i study for it the night b4.. Well, the sticky part of things is that..
If i did not score well for my mid yrs n my parents haf to go n see any of the authorities in skool, my mum has said that she will not go. She will jus tell the teacher she has given up on me. Depressed i was of coz when i heard her say that.. My mum whom i so love.. N she actualli said she was giving up on me.. N she told me that when i was in the middle of my exams..
For the life of me, i realli prayed hard that i will do well though i do not deserve to do well given the amount of effort put in.. Bt wella, when the grades were out.. I tot i was a goner.. My parents sure haf to come down to see the HOD at least.. Sad la.. Bt i continue to pray that my parents won't nid to go down to skool.. So these were my grades
H2 chinese lang n lit: S, H2 chemistry: S, H2 maths: B, H1 GP: E, H1 geog: B
criteria of 2 h2 n 1 h1 pass.. I did not make it la.. Bt God realli help me.. i thank God that in the end coz alot of ppl scored worst, my parents did not haf to go down to meet the authorities.. Realli thank God! These grades were realli God's efforts.. I'll tell u y in the next entry..

when u can't get wad u wan, make wad u wan hate u?

2007-06-06T15:54:00.002+08:00

hi guys.. m on to blog once again.. Haf been thinking of much ever since the last post.. Some ask me if i will b going to church this saturday.. Different answers haf been given to different ppl..
I wanted to blog abt some stuff bt decided against it lahs.. Hmm.. My injuries are getting better though they look gross.. *faint*
Anyway, jia you ppl, sprint on bravely wif Him.. I've been thinking of the things that had happened.. I hope things will turn out fine.. that i will live this test.. alright.. i guess i shld b gg.. Bye!(

comforted..

2007-06-04T13:15:00.002+08:00

hi guys.. finally a post in my blog aft so long.. Thx to all hu tagged on my blog while i was inactive..
Last night, sth so unforgettable n upsetting happened.. I dun wana say wad is it.. Bt i wana thnk my dearest Qin Ching.. Thx for being there last night for me, sharing wif me all u could, listening to me cry.. N ur promises mus remember haha! Bt realli thx.. i agree wif wad u said last night in ur sms.. i will keep that sms forever! haha..
N to all those hu tagged all these while, when i came back to check on my blog today, i realli feel comforted.. i was in the drains, so down n out since last night.. thx to all of u hu tagged, u realli made me feel better..
After having prayed for a long while last night, i understand that wad i m going thru now is to teach me somethings in life n is yet another test of my faith.. Will i survive to b a winner or will there b a safety net to catch me if i fall? or will i fall thru n get lost? I duno.. I pray for strength, that i will emerge victorious n carry the torch of passion n sprint on with the Lord.

Hols le! n my bday wishes!

2007-05-18T20:50:00.001+08:00

Oh yes! My hols r here! hahaha.. Well.. Nw that my hols r here.. I wana blog abt sth which i realli wish to blog ever since 2 yrs ago haha..
Well, I do haf this bday wish.. Hopefully this bday wish can b accomplished when i turn 18 de.. Bt this year i haf my A lvls n my bday is jus too near my A lvls.. So i can't allow my wish to b fulfilled this bday near my actual bday.. Bt can push it forward to celebrate if possible ba.. I haf been wishing that my frends will throw a surprise chalet for me to celebrate my bday..I'd love to haf a chalet on my 18th bday.. Well i haf always been wishing ever since i was 16. At night den i can go n look at the beautiful stars.. My frends everytime onli all talk n no action de.. Den celebrate in the day onli.. lol..
My bday wish for so many years liao.. So i tot hopefully can celebrate in June this year ba coz of my A lvls.. That's the onli holiday i can haf time to celebrate..
Jus feel 18 is a very special year for me.. I wish i will also haf a very memorable bday celebration even though it is celebrated earlier like in june..

Slpy..

2007-05-12T00:01:00.000+08:00

A long n tiring day today.. *yawns* I m mad.. I jus went to patch my maplestory aft abt 4 months having not played it at all.. Oh well.. I m mad.. Chiamint's gg for kayak elective course tmr! I wana go too! Lol.. Bt of coz.. my meeting wif my dearest Daddy still comes first..
Hmm.. Let's jus take a sneak peek into God's work in me, the goldfish's life..
Well He, actualli saved a goldfish's life by putting (a fish out of water,)-> (which is an idom) back into the water.. I was abit cranked up these few days starting from Weds aftnn.. Basically it was all screwed.. As i look back now.. These 2 days were when God realli worked in me.. I began to hunger for His words alot!! I spent even more longer quiet times wif the Lord although it was late into the dead of the night at abt 3am.. I was very tired but i couldn't resist the hunger to read the Bible! I nv had that kind of hunger b4.. Insatiable hunger all of a sudden.. But i realli m awed by His words, He spoke to me thru His words.. I thank God for this hunger.. Yes.. N so it is sort of like a miracle, when i m so fussed up by stuff yet He gave me such an insatiable appetite for His words.. I asked: Y is He giving me this hunger for His words when i realli haf loads to study, seemingly wif so little time at hand? The answer i got from Him: God's words are strength to the weary body and joy to the heart. I felt so taken aback coz i onli got this answer from Him like a few seconds ago b4 i came to blog! I understood what He meant n how was i to apply it to my life.. Coz He is the shepherd n i m His sheep. So i can hear His voice! Nv doubt what God can do to help us.. Amen? Amen!

long chat~~

2007-04-22T00:29:00.001+08:00

Hi handsome guys n pretty girls out there.. i jus had a long nice chat on the fone.. Very nice one.. Long time since i had such a long chat haha! Bt ok ok.. that's onli a side note.. Well wad i realli wana blog abt is de friday night spent in school.. Well this matter has both elements which made me very angry n elements which made it an enjoyable n unforgettable experience...
Of coz.. I m here to blog abt the happy part! Well on friday 20/4/2007, PJC astronomy club held a fund-raising event for its own club by organising a movie marathon cum star gazing session.. It is held from 7.30 pm to saturday morning 7.30am. To me the movie marathon was jus a little minor part.. I watched 2 movies in a row.. N i got sick of it.. I came out to anticipate the much-awaited meteor showers!! Ok.. I din get to see many.. Onli 1, bt it was the experience wif my frends over night in school which made the whole trip wonderful.. I had a chance to enjoy the night wif my fellow christian friend, Crystal! Yea.. Fellowship wif her haha.. ( Sorry Zealot ppl.. Couldn't get u guys though i asked around..) Of coz.. I also had other frends wif us.. Bt mainly we were stuck together yea haha.. Well she was in for 3 straight movies so while she enjoyed the 3rd movie i was out roaming the college grounds.. I got an opportunity to see Jupiter n Venus up close then.. Coz dere were no others around at the star gazing venue apart from the astronomy club ppl.. Jupiter has 4 moons of which onli 3 can b seen which is considered great coz it rained in the day n we thought there were not gonna b any stars..
Things turned out otherwise of coz.. We enjoyed the many stars in the sky.. We found Scorpius, Libra n Jewel Box in the night sky.. Wonderful stars.. Of coz we waited for the meteor showers from 2-3 am.. Onli 1 appeared haha.. Bt it was great! Den aft which Crystal said she's gonna slp so we went to the slping area at 3. Woke up at 5 to look for my gf (n i mean it.. my girlfrend..) Den Crystal said she was still tired though she woke me up at 5 la haha.. So we went back n she slept.. N i jus carried on smsing my gf.. Haha..
Well that was my nice experience overnight in school.. If i had anymore chance, i would definitely coordinate wif my beloved Zealot ppl earlier to ensure things go fine n we can meet up together..
I thank God for allowing me to enjoy the night wif my fellow sister though i couldn't make it a cellgroup outing.. God has allowed my fellowship wif this sister grow.. Thank God realli.. For this nice, wonderful session He has helped allow to happen.. Even jus allowing me to go stay overnight is already His work! Thank God for helping me allow me to stay overnight.. All that said.. I realli enjoyed my friday night.. I came home tired as can be but it was great fun.. =)

not gonna blog abt angry stuff..

2007-04-13T18:30:00.001+08:00

hey brothers n sisters!! Actualli my mood now is totally horrid.. On a friday the 13th.. I m pissed wif quite a number of things now.. Which i shall not blog coz i noe it is wrong to scold vulgarities haha.. I m fine..
Oh ya.. I just wana say is blogging a waste of time? Hell.. Everytime i use comp my bro wan snatch comp wif me.. I say i blogging den he say it is a waste of time den i ask him wad he wan do he say internet banking.. Lying thru his teeth sia.. Tell great lies onli! Everytime snatch internet connection from me is do internet banking? My foot!
Nvm.. Put my worldly side away.. I wana come back to my beloved Jesus!! I love Jesus!! I had a scary encounter last night.. B4 i did my quiet time last night, i was singing praise n worship songs coz i juz wana enjoy praising God haha.. Den i did my quiet time.. I realised dis scary feeling dat i keep feeling there is someone else in my room like very close to me.. Bt there was no one else in the room apart from me.. Den i got puzzled.. I prayed den He pointed out to me that while i was singing all the songs, how come no one come into my room n scold me, say wad songs m i singing y keep saying "God".. Den He told me, He was there wif me all throughout beside me.. Dat could haf given an explanation for that feeling that someone else was in my room.. I was both scared bt also happy that He was realli so close to me.. I love God!! He is the protector of my life! Cheers~! =)

Time to blog abt miracles God did in my life!

2007-04-09T18:12:00.000+08:00

Haha.. Now to blog abt wad miracle my dear Jesus has did in my life..
Also on thursday, i left my lecture pad together wif alot of important information n lecture notes n tutorial clipped in it.. N i forgot to take it wif me as i rushed off for my chem lecture.. N during my lecture time, another class used the classroom.. So aft my chinese lesson which was aft my chem lecture, i went back to the classroom to find my lecture pad. I searched all over the classroom.. Bt!! It was no longer there! Wad de.. I got so mad.. My notes n all! I begin to develop the hate for the person hu took it away n i began to worry abt the info i had in it..
Today, when i went back to that same classroom for my lesson in de aftnn, my frend showed me the same lecture pad i lost under the table she was sitting at! Wif all the info in it! Oh my goodness! Praise the Lord!! During the weekends i was a little upset.. Bt i bought new lecture pad n photocopied my lecture notes already n i din worry anymore.. I originally set a reminder on next thurs to go back to scold the Jc1s hu were using the classroom aft us coz i felt they took it.. Bt when i reached home last thurs, i prayed that God take the hatred away from me.. N so i deleted that reminder.. N i got that lecture pad n all my notes back intact! Praise the Lord!!
I guess this was a time when God told me to stop worrying n stop hating coz He would provide all tat i haf lost so long as i listened to Him. I m glad i stopped worrying n hating n He realli gave the lecture pad back to me, right where i haf lost it, it has been found again! I duno how it got back right where i lost it, bt i believe it's God hu provided it!! All the praise n glory goes back to Him! i love Him!!

y i so long nv blog..

2007-04-09T17:55:00.000+08:00

hi my bros n sisters.. So long i nv blog le.. Eh it's not i lazy lah.. It's coz of that 1 big reason which is so mundane.. Let me tell u y..
On tuesday, my CT called my mum up tell her go to skool coz i was not scoring well in my common test.. That's all coz i din go on the first day of the common test when there is 2 subjects on the same day la.. So they dun count those 2 subjects.. Den they required 3 h1 n 1 h2 subject pass la.. Den i retook the 2 subjects i missed bt they dun take it into consideration.. So fine.. I dun meet the criteria la.. All so fine.. So my mum had to go down to skool to see the HOD.. K la.. Den my CT wan me to show her my timetable for the weekends starting from last week.. Ok.. I did it la.. Bt during the meeting den my mum told the HOD and the CT she will also keep an eye on the amount of time i spend on studying la.. Limiting my computer, fone n leisure hours..
So u guys wun see me on everyday anymore.. Freak.. Well done.. N it was also for this reason that i was so afraid i can't go church.. Bt i prayed hard.. Though i prayed God dun allow my mum to nid to go down to skool coz i still wana go church.. Bt He allowed it to happen n yet still allow me to go church!! Praise the Lord! i tot my mum will stop me from gg out.. Bt God helped me.. So He still wins!! He also told me to love my cher n not hate her for telling my mum to go down to skool.. So i did.. I no longer hate her la haha.. I love her bt hate her habit of judging many ppl... Enuf of this.. Shall blog abt a much nicer miracle God has allowed to happen in the next entry..

too tired blog again..

2007-03-30T22:23:00.001+08:00

Guys ah.. Paiseh today i forgot i had bs when i was blogging in skool, den now i reach home le n all.. n i m sleepy!! ah.. haha.. So i dun think i m in the bestest of best mood to blog abt all my probs.. Hmm.. God's working rit now in my life! Hope i can do His will.. I m afraid to ask that question.. bt i will pluck up the courage.. Pray for me!! I'm off to try asking.. Wait for my good news! yay!

Healing Spirit of God..

2007-03-18T02:07:00.001+08:00

Peeps! Read this entry as carefully as u can! It's a spiritual marker in my life! n i have got to noe God in a different light! I jus came back from church abt 3 hours ago.. I'm dead tired now bt i still haf to blog abt it!
Today, during cell group, i thank the Lord for a new sister in Christ, i thank Him for growing Zealot.. All the praises n glory all goes back to Him, the Holy One!!
N in service, that was when i was saw God in a different light.. I experienced His Healing powers.. I have always been having a back problem, wif my lower back spine being crooked. Pastor Daniel told us to pray for all those hu r sick.. I have this sickening back problem n it ever hurts so much when i bend backwards.. n nw i can bend backwards!! Peeps, i haf got to tell u this.. God used His healing powers thru Pastor Daniel as he laid his hand on my head firmly n started to pray for me.. Den he told me to put my hand to my back where it hurt.. N he prayed thru touching my hand.. Oh God!! I can't have more of You!! I felt ur presence in that auditorium today.. N u healed my back.. Of all the back aches oh God!! U r the best oh God!!
Though i'm being nagged at by my mum hu's telling me to go to bed now, i haf to blog abt this wonderful touch by the Lord! He healed me right there n then.. He healed me of my back.. N now i pray my back is straightened once again.. Peeps, that delight is unspeakable, n i'm jus so over the moon! Since i haf God's healing spirit now, i shall nv lose it by doubting it coz it is so clearly a work of God! God helped me! n i will nv forget that godly touch thru pd's hands, that firm n warm touch yet i started to shake under his touch.. God, ur power is jus so almighty! Now i have even gained more flexibility n i can bend my back further than i could ever b4.. God, all the glory n praises just go all back to u!! God i love u! N it's just another experience of u oh God, as a perfect healer.. Nw i shall obey ur commandment of obeying my parents, by gg to bed now, thank God, i love u God!

bethesal cathedral conference!

2007-03-13T20:40:00.000+08:00

I went for a conference at bethesal cathedral on Monday. The whole service, i felt that it was speaking to me loud n clear.. Pastor Pat preached about earthquakes, of which spiritual earthquakes realli spoke to me.. Wad r they? They r situations which shook u up.. Things which u think God is no longer helping u bt in the end, He works n help u thru.
he talked abt the areas which we may haf earthquakes in.. Earthquakes may arise from addiction, death, parents.. A situation he gave was.. When someone's parents died, the kind of pressure one has to go thru.. For me, my situation was becoz of my parents.. Pastor Pat said, " Your dad may always be drunk, causing havoc in the family, making u n ur mother upset or angry." Oh how true it is for me.. Once he said that, my tears started to well up n they started to roll down on my cheeks.. My dad has always been a drunkard,making the whole family upset. The pressure which he has caused realli jus keeps adding on..
In my mind, the image of me n my mum crying in suffering during the nights he went crazy aft drinking.. I started to realli jus cry.. Pastor Pat continued to assure us that release is coming.. Release from - sin, death, fear, bondage.. Pastor jus held us from praying as we sang a song.. We begin to question at times y does God put us thru all these pressure? answer is He wants you to do better in future! N grow more passionate for God when u see Him working in ur life!
From Acts 16:16-31, we learnt: My prison is not abt what sufferings i have been put thru, it is abt hw i set others free.. as he ended the service, he called us up front, he finally allowed us to pray n told us to pray 4 those hu have not been saved, to hear their screams n pain w/o God..
N at that point in time, God put in my mind a picture i haf nv imagined b4.. My dad is also suffering! He does not haf God to depend on n he doesn't talk to us abt his problems.. I started to cry even harder n prayed aloud for him.. The first time i tot that my dad was also suffering.. I prayed wholeheartedly for him.. Many in the hall were crying too..
I thank God for putting that image in my mind, for showing me that my dad is also suffering.. Pastor Pat said:" I love to live a life of aftershock, the effects of the earthquake, watch how it allows my son n grandson n for many generations to come.." I too wana live a life of aftershocks!! See how God works thru me, to allow many generations to come to feel the impacts He brings!! The conference was realli great.. Praise the Lord!

got my a lvl chinese results

2007-03-02T23:33:00.001+08:00

Peeps! I got my reults! Bt b4 i tell u how i did 4 my chinese A lvl paper, i nid to say sth first..
Firstly, i wana realli thank God for helping me, for blessing me wif an A for my chinese 'A' lvl paper n it being my best subject n the first 'A' lvl paper i sat for, this result has given me more drive to carry on pushing for better results for the rest of my subjects. OK so u guys noe that i got an A liao lol..
K.. I also wish to confess that i was still worried though i told myself to have Faith in God.. I m sorry to still having doubts about wheather God will give me the results i prayed for or not.. I m sorry for doubting You my Lord, bt this experience wif u has made menoe that You the Almighty can answer all kinds of prayers, no matter how lack of confidence in myself i m, no matter if it seems impossible in human's eyes. This experience wif You has allowed my Faith to grow stronger, and to just experience that my Father is realli the Supreme, hu can guide me n give me all the things i prayed for n i have worked for.. I dun realli remember how hard i prepared for it, bt God answered my prayer n gave me an A grade. I thank God n Praise Him even more for all the wonders he has made in my life.. Jesus rules my life! He is my one n onli God! Praise Him n love Him 4eva!

night b4 release of chinese a lvl result

2007-03-01T21:23:00.000+08:00

Wah so long since i blogged.. Haha.. Blog has some problems, i will try to fix it asap.. Well today, my niece went to pull the wire which attaches the fish tank filter to the main switch socket. The wire which was attached to the motor came apart from the plastic container n all the water in the filter spilled on the floor. My parents din even bother to go n teach Megan after that, that she is not allowed to touch the electrical wires. I mean she could haf got electrocuted n died! Wad r they doing?! Nvm, I did the teaching n i will continue teaching her until she sees the real danger of her act.
That aside, i m now rather worried abt my H1 chinese 'A' lvl results. God i pray that, even at that point in time i took the exam i didn't know U God, i jus realli pray that U will bless me wif an A grade for my chinese A lvl's.. Afterall, it's my best academic results.. God i pray U take all my worries away from me n allow me to have more rest n strength to seek You God!! I was very blue jus now, bt aft having prayed for my reults jus now, i have Faith in God that He will help me bcoz i have helped myself by studying hard for the exam already.. God i truly pray for Your Blessings, help me get an A for my H1 chinese 'A' lvl paper! I have Faith You can help me!! I love u, Jesus!
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CNY blogging at his house..

2007-02-19T20:05:00.000+08:00

Happy CNY!! Though it is chu er now.. Bt it's still new year mah haha.. It's the year of the piggy nw.. Oink Oink.. I haven't been on9 for quite some time.. N now on chu er.. I played my first few rounds of mahjong.. Real life mahjong wif real tiles.. Cool.. I m at my frend's house.. Den they all teach me how to play.. Aww so sweet.. Now moving out of that house soonto go to my frend's relatives house to continue playing.. Play wad leh? UNO, dai di, poker, mahjong.. Blah bla bla.. I m thinking of not gg home tonite bt can i?? I wana play thru the night of chu er leh since tmr there's no skool.. Shld i?? *Internal struggle* Hmmm.. Oh God.. help me see a way out.. Guide me out of this situation oh God.. I wana go bt i scared my parents scold.. Argh... k ba.. I think i gtg le ba.. Bye peeps.. Next time den blog ba.. =)

d day i end singlehood n my first roses from a guy.. =)

2007-02-02T16:39:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps.. Tell u all hor.. I m realli jus so darn jealous that ppl can haf stead!! Where is the one for me?? haha.. Jk Jk.. Anyway i can't haf a stead.. My love is for God.. To give my youth to Him n to serve Him.. So no bfs for me.. I will onli envy from afar.. Actualli i dun jus envy any couple in this world.. I envy couples where bfs give flowers to their gfs!! Gosh! Toay.. I saw this girl.. N i was so green wif jealousy..
Well she was just abt my age, she was out probably aft skool wif her bf.. Den her bf actualli hid a bouquet of pink roses behind his back n gave it to his gf!! like so sweet lor! Gosh la! I see the girl's expression n knew she was so in love la.. Envy real lots.. Bt envy is envy.. I noe i can't haf it de ma.. So nvm lor.. See from afar also gd..
I put myself in the gal's shoes.. Think of how sweet the whole situation must be.. If a guy comes up to me wif a bouquet of roses n ask me to b his gf.. Hohoho.. Will i relent to his request? Hmm.. not for now ba.. Bt when i m of marriageable age i will b so awed!! N if i also like this guy, I will definitely agree de loh!! I will blush like a hermit crab lor.. Gosh.. I jus can't resist the thought.. Hehe.. k la.. I shan't get myself carried away.. *Yawn* M slpy.. tmr got chinese test bt i dun care.. Haha.. Today no homework so aft i watch prison break, it's off to lala land for me! *snore* C ya~!

my spiritual bday..

2007-01-28T17:02:00.000+08:00

Hi peeps, I have got news for u all.. I have actualli officially converted to becoming a Christian.. N i changed my blog address to make it more convenient for me to blog about God anytime i want to w/o my family ever chancing on the content.. Sorry lor, bt i still haven't find a chance to tell my family members abt it.. Well my spiritual bday is on the 13th jan 2007. Wonderful day, tough decision bt i knew i made the right decision.. N yea.. To all u Christians out there, please do not lose your first love to God. I still have mine n i will nv deliberately lose it. If u have lost your first love, pls find it back! N for all non-christians out there, I welcome you to join my church, entirely ur choice, haf questions can come n ask me.. If u wana come to church wif me jus tag on my tag box.. My church is the Church of Singapore (Bukit Timah). I m under Zealot 3.. N Zealot 3 rox!!! The whole of Zealot rox la bt Zealot 3 rox my whole world haha! Yea.. C ya!

Sorry to haf made u lose ur first love..

2007-01-28T16:37:00.001+08:00

Ever since wad happened on 13th january 2007, i did not cry that easily anymore.. Bt today, i cried. I'm sorry that i have caused Superman to lose his love for You God. I m so sorry.. I pray he will find his first love back.. I have prayed for him to find his love for You back.. I went into my room, the wind was so cold even after i closed my room door, bt as soon as i was talking to H, i felt so warm, as if He was hugging me close by His side.. It's warm to have Him around.. I prayed for Superman to get his first love back.. I know it's part of Your plan for me to go back to You.. I thank You.. Bt i pray all the more for him to get his first love back for u again.. I dun wan him to lose the relationship with u.. It's precious to me. N i noe it's precious to all fellow christians to have that first love, that love for u when they got to first noe You, to want to share You wif so many more ppl in the world. I still have that love for you n i treasure it. I pray u allow my frend to get back his first love.. I m sorry for distracting him. When i prayed for him, You spoke to me. Thx for shedding light on me for this situation.. I pray with all my heart for him to get his first love back! I have nv cried while praying to You ever since 13th january 2007. This is the first time ever since You came into my life. I don't care if i look ugly or look pathetic when i cry bt i jus want to pray to You, tell You all that i hope for n pray for Your guidance.. Please help him gain his first love back..

First entry aft i got back to skool..

2007-01-11T23:01:00.000+08:00

Hey hey~ I noe i MIA very long again oops haha.. I still remember the first day of skool, when i was walking to PJC i thought i was gonna b late.. Bt there were still so many ppl in their different coloured uniform outside the skool, apparently waiting for frends or jus plain scared on the first day.. LOL! It was weird yea.. Looking at the new batch of JC1s for the first three months.. All in their coloured uniforms n the best thing is! I m not one of those in coloured uniform! I m in PJC's uniform n it jus hit me rit there in de head.. I m NOT getting retained.. So THEREFORE! I m in JC2!! Ah!! A lvls this yr.. *cries~* ok ok.. Let's not get too emo here.. JUs yea.. It jus hit me so hard.. N hell i got to admit i dun haf much time for my comp anymore.. By the time i come home i m so tired dat many nights aft my dinner i jus fall aslp n wake up at 10 to do my hmwk b4 slping again.. Bt i haf leant that: NO late nights on weds! Coz thurs got dat 1 n onli chem lecture which lasts for 1.5 hours.. N aft that i haf got half hour's break (sounds long but it realli is such a short break..) N aft that i haf another hour's chem tutorial n str8 aft that i haf my chinese lit lessons.. N early in the morning at 9am i had PE.. Today's PE was jus javelin throwing.. Cool~ We din get to run even abit sia haha! Bt still i m very tired now.. So i m off to bed.. C ya!
Oh b4 i go.. I think i m in some sort of real big time thinking stage sia.. Loads of stuff has happened, i hope things will turn out fine n ppl, today's onli the 7th day of skool(excluding weekends haha).. Wad a load has happened.. I wana slp.. I nida slp! okie gd night guys!
N oh ya! I very goldfish de.. I dun haf time to meet up wif u guys so sorry.. *cries n begs or forgiveness~* Let me settle down in JC2 first k?
Ok now realli slp liao.. 9z.. take care all!

first entry of 2007

2007-01-01T07:03:00.000+08:00

Hi guys!! Miss u all! Happy 2007! I hope that all of our dreams will come true! N wish all JC2s this yr all the best in their A lvls! Jia you lor.. My greatest wish has came true haha! I was out for countdown this morning.. Nice nice nice.. First nite thorn outside.. It was cold bt nice.. I wun forget the last night of 2006 n the first morning of 2007, all thx 2 u X!!! Hehe.. Cheerios~ I'm off to slp.. *Snore!*

xmas eve blogging

2006-12-24T15:11:00.000+08:00

Hi all.. I m sick.. :( N i still have to work.. All these days i also sick sia but i still have to work.. I worked overtime on friday and saturday.. Friday afternoon shift start at 11.30am to 11pm. So sick liao den saturday on morning shift from 9.40 till 7.40 i cannot take it le den i go home lor.. Today.. I m on leave.. Lucky for me.. Bt i m kinda like so very sick.. I got very irritating customers these few days.. bt ok la.. All the very irritating n demanding customers have become very interestingn good experience for me.. I will always remember dem. Yesterday was my last morning shift liao. N tomorrow is my last day of work n last aftnn shift. Lucky no more overtime le.. So tiring sia.. I think i go n rest ba.. I m so awfully sick n my cousin's little kid is over at my house. Some idiotic man is telling me to nt leave my cup around after i drink at night. Idiot. Is i fell aslp le dat's y i jus leave the cup dere la. D next time i wan drink den i can wash the cup myself ma. Also no one ask u to wash. Dun kpkb la. So pathetically idiotic. I m like sick liao still wan kp me n den today is my last off day liao la.. Talk so much n today is the rest day of my 9 days marathon. So damn tired n sick le lor. Aiyah suah. See u guys! Bye~

aft morning shift.. tired.....

2006-12-18T23:05:00.001+08:00

Hmm today i worked morning shift lor.. It was all calm in the first hour. Den when the 2nd hour came, omigod.. the queue started to build up. I was like.. Wad de hell! Monday!!! Ok u can buy all the tons of gifts.. U can ask me to wrap it for u.. wadeva man.. Bt can u pls be polite?? We girls are all still skooling ( at least for taka gift wrap counter lvl 3). When u ask us to wrap gifts wif ur own wrapping paper can u pls pls pls tell us accurately? Today there was these 2 realli atrocious women. Totally atrocious. I hope none of you looking at this entry is like dat. Let me tell u wad happened..
These 2 women, They happily came wif 12 gifts at first. They bought products from Sanrio. There is nice free wrappers for them when u buy Sanrio products.. They told me to wrap the Sanrio products wif their wrapper. De rest of the 2 gifts wrap wif our taka paper. Their Sanrio products are those small bags n all those small items. Because they couldn't make up their minds on how to wrap d gifts wif d 2 different types of wrapping paper that Sanrio gave them, they contradicted themselves. When i asked for clarification den they tell me jus mix la, the price tag take out already stick outside the wrapping paper den help dem indicate wad's it inside. I asked for 1 last clarification and their reply was like jus wrap the Sanrio products wif our paper the rest wif taka paper la. Den they say dey wana walk around some more n den wana leave the gifts to me to wrap. I told them w/i d hour they mus come back for them. They replied " Hennah".15 mins later dey came back wif 4 more big n small bags. N dey say sarcastically oh still wrapping ah! wad de hell. Ur wrapping paper all rolled up u think very easy to measure n cut n all? N den they say the rest of the items use taka paper n they left again. They realli gif me attitude. I hate it man. All of us girls hear already so irritated by them bitches. So wad if i m still young, Doesn't gif dem the rit to talk to me lidat rit? When i gave dem back all the gifts she was still like counting dere n all n i jus totally heck care her n called next customer she jus kept standing dere as if she wans me to help her carry home. In ur next life la bitches. Totally pissed by their attitude sia. My morning ruined all thx to dem. I wana apologise to Khoo Fang. She help me wrap the gifts also. Den she tell me take next customer bt i din wan to coz i wasn't done wif the bitches. Den kinda hostile to her.. So sorry!! Sorry sorry soory..
K la enuf of the bitches man. i m off. C ya!

aft many days of work..

2006-12-13T14:06:00.000+08:00

Ok.. After so many days of work.. Today is the third rest day.. Wee.. Haha.. So ya.. I m at home.. Oh ya.. N i got to wrap my most favourite Xmas present eva!! A cute toy cat which has sensor n will meow when it senses u moving! Omg so cute la!! Gosh.. I also got to wrap a toy polar bear.. I wan the polar bear sia.. Taka lvl 3 duno which corner can get it.. OMG!! It is so cute lor!! Hueva can get it for me i sure love him to bits one lol.. It is the cutest little darling on earth sia! Ok Ok.. I ki siao liao.. I now at home jus resting up abit lors.. I gg off le.. Very tired sia haha.. See u all..

2nd day of work..

2006-12-03T00:36:00.000+08:00

ok d second day of work.. Sharks sia.. Sharks like hell.. My customer played me out.. Sian sia.. He said he would jus be around looking at the handbags in front of my counter. Bt i wanted his contact number all d same for calling him to collect his gifts. He stupidly gave me his address!! Pui!! I was like wad de hell! I asked him for his hp. He say he foreigner n bla bla bla.. lol.. ok fine wadeva.. SInce u say u will come back to collect it den wadeva. Bt he din come back for his gifts n d best thing is his address got lost some more.. Wad d hell. Den my leader told me to go gif it to customer service. Fine lor.. I was so busy sia.. My frends help me bring it down.. Den i had to tell Andy the next day abt wad happened.. Oh my god lor.. Den the idiotic customer came back for the gifts onli the next day la.. Den the customer service ppl still complain to Andy tat i lost the gifts., Onli my third day at the job i was freaking scared la of coz.. Den Andy put me down to B1 to work for an hour.. Calling it punishment.. I was like so upset n scared sia! Sobs.. Bt nvm lor i jus work dere for an hour.. Dat was my worst experience sia.. Haha.. Bt it was jus a little scare to remind me to do this job well n b careful!!!

1st day of work..

2006-12-01T01:40:00.000+08:00

So paiseh MIA for so long.. Hi guys.. I just came back from the first day of work.. I hid at the back counter for a rather long period of time hehe.. Den Andy forced all d new girls to go to the front counter.. No choice lor.. I went.. Actualli hor i m blogging this like on the 13 of dec. Haha.. Recollection ma.. Den i put the date as d first day of work mahz. Ok well i went to the front counter.. I jus reached the counter i din noe wadeva was placed where n all. I panicked when the customer gave me the items to wrap. I jus anyhw grabbed a doggy bag n put the item in. Sian i bad luck sia.. I din realise there were bigger doggy bags den aft i left d counter for awhile, the customer ask my frend to help her rewrap lol.. I dun care lor.. Take out den take out lor.. Hmm.. Den i was at the counter.. Whole day very scared sia.. Den ok the day was fine.. Nth much of a big hoo-haa.. Gained confidence onli on the second day, d next entry.

Work in a week..

2006-11-21T16:31:00.000+08:00

Sobs.. I have to work in a week's time.... Gd n bad side haha.. Gd side is i haf things to learn finally! n work experience! n i wun b bored stuck at home! weets! Actualli dere is alot of good points abt working.. Bt the bad side is.. I m working n i can't laze around at home anymore haha!! I m actualli i m kinda bored of staying at home too.. U peeps also noe where i m working so u guys can go to taka n look for me lorz haha..
Nw i m bored at homie!! Haha..hm.. i wana go out soon haha.. Soon i will haf training.. N i will b out! Wee!! At the same time i m also playing some games on the net.. Hmm not realli getting the hang of it yet.. Haha..
Okie i will b off now.. See u..

MIA for a week..

2006-11-20T20:17:00.000+08:00

oops sorry bloggie.. Haven't been blogging for awhile.. Weekends was spent at home n outside.. Saturday went swimming n studying wif my "lesbian" partner hehe.. Oops.. Chia mint la hehe.. This week is the last week i will ever b on the computer for so long.. Soon it is gonna b the job training n de job itself.. Puh.... At least i got myself occupied for december hehe.. I pray i dun work on Xmas.. Sobs!!! I dun wana.. Unless i m scheduled on that day lohz hehe =D I pray not though.. See u guys some time later.. Mayb tmr i will come around n blog again den..

A last quote i haf thought of.. To forgive n forget is a merit to oneself.. Learn to forgive n forget for the better..

Wad i haf missed the past few days

2006-11-13T13:41:00.000+08:00

Oh ya bloggie.. I forgot to blog abt things which happened a few days ago haha.. On last weds my specs spoilt n i needed it badly for the OP den i rushed down to make another one.. A multicode areaolite specs.. It was ready the next day.. Thanx to Mr Chew!! My all time optician.. W/o him i think i would b dead my specs couldn't haf been ready by den..
Rit and.. Yesterday i went to study wif Chia Mint.. Finally got started on the Maths homework yay! It was ok provided i had her around.. I love to study wif her n we could study much better wif each other around.. Or else studying is such a pain.. Wif each other's companion studying is much easier right minty? If she was to study alone she can't function well man unless it is for the exams.. Bt if for normal revision, when she has a choice she would rather come out n study together when she needed the revision.. Had fun yesterday..
N my art piece is coming along great.. The teacher says it looks like painting fabric design. She commented that i should b a professional fabric painter when i grew up.. Oh gosh.. leave me out of that.. I m onli all for a primary school teacher for now.
I miss Maple.. Sobs.. Off to entertain myself.. Ciao..

Job confirmed!!

2006-11-11T17:01:00.000+08:00

(editted blog.. sorry..)Hi bloggie.. My job at takashimaya is confirmed! Peeps will not b seeing much of me online except for my off and rest days.. Training starts from 28 to 30th Nov.. 10am-4pm. Job starts on 1st dec to 26th dec.. Duno the schedule yet.. Bt if u peeps wana see me can go takashimaya gift wrap counter there to find me lorz.. If u r lucky den i will b on duty hehe.. bt most days i will b dere so u shld b able to catch me there unless u so suai la.. lol.. Hmm.. My OP is over.. Think i screwed it up a little though.. =( I got so nervous coz i was the first speaker of the day n seeing my reest of the team mates nt bringing up their notes i decided not to too.. I jus got too nervous i guess so i blanked out in the first few seconds haha.. Bt overall it was a nice experience.. Nw i will haf to finish up my Maths n Chinese hmwk n den get ready for work. For now let me jus go relax a while more den.. Sorry for being MIA for some time.. I will b MIA at i start training for work i guess.. Will make it up as much as possible.. Muah! Bye guys!

din go for OP rehearsal

2006-11-07T21:15:00.000+08:00

Hihi bloggie.. I started on my new art piece.. It depicts real lots about my current feeling now haha.. All messed up yet together wif a rather beautiful feel haha..
Hmm.. ya.. N i din go for OP rehearsal today.. Though Michael told me that he unearthed some friends' kindergarden photos.. I dun think that will do anything good to me lol.. N there's no way they can get hold of my kindergarden fotos too hehe..
OK next up i wana talk abt my job! I got the job at Taka.. I called Taka to ask.. Wad de hell man.. IF i din call den dey also nv call me lor.. Xiao xin in the end say she has some SYF thing to commit to so she is not gonna work already.. Bt nvm.. I m gg for training on 28 to 30th of Nov.. Wee! N 1 dec i m gonna start work till 26 dec! Wee! Of coz not every single day bt like got off n rest de la haha.. Such a pity Xiao Xin backed out in the end.. Haiz.. Nvm ba.. i go myself lor.. Take my mind off all these troublesome things that worry me.. I m off now.. Bye!

In comp lab 2 aft presentation

2006-11-01T15:43:00.000+08:00

hey bloggie.. Presentation sux like hell.. Dun understand how that menopausal guy differentiates refering to slides very oftenly and occasionally. To him, it apparently means the direct opposite.. Referring occassionally means referring oftenly n vice versa.. Lame rit.. Fine over n done wif wif it.. Well I have sadly not been choosen for OGL.. But then i haf the hols all to myself den!! N i m gonna work at takashimaya in the month of dec.. U can guess.. Wad job m i taking? Gift wrapper la.. My first job u noe!! Hope they call me 2 tell me abt my schedule soon.. If u nv try u nv noe.. so i tried n hope i ge it.. Wee! i m off to see trinity blood.. I m getting influenced by farhana.. Lalalala.. Be bloggie.. I m Abel Nightroad! =P

promised to blog abt results...

2006-10-31T21:05:00.000+08:00

Refer to the entry on 23 of oct.
I forgot to blog abt it.. M so sorry! Well the thing that worried me sick was my results of coz.. Haha.. Well i m not gonna let u in on my results that soon.. I was very worried as i collected my results.. I went blue when each paper was given to me.. Oh ok.. I will tell u my results coz i m busy wif OP actualli.. I m getting PROMOTED!! =) Cheerios.. Dun worry guys, i cleared my exams.. Hope u guys clear them too! Gd luck to all my peeps in YJC! Love u all! Hope u guys get gd grades in ur promos too! Let's get promoted n meet up soon!

Abt the promos

2006-10-23T17:49:00.000+08:00

Hi peeps.. Wanted to blog abt stuff in skool originally.. Bt u noe as usual the skool's connection sux like hell! Oops hehe.. Well gotta noe all abt wat i was so scared abt last night!! All out loh! Oh well.. Hmm.. Huiying wana noe den come ask me.. Dun wan tell everyone in the world abt it.. haha.. Well i listened to that new cd album for the whole night.. Realli is more than 3 hours of non stop music lor.. Listen until i so high sia.. It realli rox this album!! " Best 2006: Vol 2" Shld try it out. If u wan try i can send u a song or 2 but not all of coz.. hehe.. There's real lots of superb songs!!!!!
Now i also listening to that album.. Had a very good slp from 1 plus till 4.30pm.. Snooze mode sia.. Well i will blog abt wad is troubling me so much last night on nxt monday ba.. Lidat den i guess a lot ppl noe wad i talking abt le hehe.. Kk.. Talk to u peeps on MSN den.. Muah bb!

nite b4 promos result

2006-10-22T22:06:00.000+08:00

omg omg omg omg i very nervous sia now.. Was jus talking to huiying abt it when huiying asked abt it.. Huiying u noe wad is it abt rit.. OMG!! I realli very scared sia.. How.. Sobs.. All the butterflies fly into my stomach n get stuck there.. *Gulp* Well i m talking abt.. aiyah nvm la.. Dun tell u all wad i blogging abt. Huiying noe can liao. Wan noe y i so nervous den come ask me thru msn or sth baz.. Freaked out..
Anyways.. Change of topic.. I found a job at Takashimaya.. Guess wad job? Wrap X'mas present la duh.. Lame.. best job to find at this time of the yr.. Wahaha.. I duno wad's the details yet.. duno wad is the working hours n all.. I actualli haven't realli got the job yet la.. I gonna call n ask abt the details tmr coz sat was deepavali today sunday they dun work.. So that leaves me tmr lohz..
Ok change topic again.. I jus bought a very nice english CD!! Weet! First time sia.. First time i buy english cd.. I bought "Best 2006 Vol:2". Any of u peeps wan any songs tell me den.. lend u guys the cd or sth.. coz i cannot copy onto my comp to send.. neither can i send from the disk itself.. Copyright n all.. So troublesome.. So yea.. I better go now.. I m experiencing too many butterflies flying arnd in my stomach le.. go cool down n zzzzzzz slp hehe.. C u peeps soon.

OGL interview..

2006-10-18T17:32:00.000+08:00

hi guys.. M so cooped up wif my homework these few days that i neglected my dear bloggie.. Aww.. Sayang.. Muah! Anyway i had my OGL interview yesterday, Dun wish to blog abt it.. Cuz there is no nid to.. N today, Mr Tong ENCOURAGED all those hu applied to b OGL to go for a dance practise tmr b4 assembly.. that's like.. 7.25.. Hmm.. Eh.. Hope no nid PE attire la hors.. nvm think mayb i will bring ba.. Bt onli for 15 mins sia the rehearsal.. ENCOURAGED means not compulsory.. Bt i m so enthu abt the dances sia.. Realli miss dem.. They r gonna dance the fun dance n mass dance! Wee!! I miss my orientation days.. The mass dance.. Fun dance which is like an Indian dance.. Oh my! I love it! i realli realli miss those days.. Those days when me, as a Pioneer was having a hell lot of fun dancing away wif my OG mates. Peeps, all those hu haf undergone orientation, may u b from PJ or not, u will haf that same excitement.. Dun u guys wish that everyday was like orientation? Haha.. Of coz that's not possible so i m not thinking of it lol.. I m jus thinking that if everyday they can organise the dance for us pioneers, even aft cirriculum time, i would b willing to go! mayb not everyday coz it's too luxurious.. maybe once a mth? I will be so looking forward to that day! hehe..
Hey hey another thing.. Hm.. Jia Hui thought of this thing u see.. How would it like to haf a bf kiss his gf in one of their houses at a dark corner n wif ppl around.. Oh my.. Jia Hui think the guy will b a real sissy to kiss while like hiding away to kiss his gf.. ROFL!! Jia Hui tsk tsk tsk.. Actualli think that they shldn't even kiss if they r in view of anyone else.. Lolx.. Like so inappropriate.. *faint* n also hor.. hm.. dun think anyone hu is sensible will do that la.. Cheerios Jia Hui.. Thx for reminding me sia.. I will keep that in mind de.. ;) Ya hor girl ah long time since we met muz keep in contact ok? Meet up for superb fun when we hit the hols.. Cheers, best buddies always..

change my account name?

2006-10-15T14:01:00.000+08:00

Peeps ahz.. I changed this entry.. Coz i feel that there is like no point in blogging abt that person. Doesn't keep his promise.. Many times le.. Bt bygones r bygones, i dun care liao. Anyway blogging abt someone n later when i come back to read it it realli jus angers me, no point. it jus DIRTIES my blog wif all these pathetic entries so i changed it! So it will b all abt my happiness n sadness no anger man.. Anger makes u old.. So dun get angry! Smile! cheers!

aft MIA for awhile n i cannot stand the MCP!

2006-10-13T22:45:00.000+08:00

Sry guys.. Haf been MIA for awhile.. I cannot take it le that's y i decided that i mus blog abt it! Firstly, so wad right does he have to stop me from using the computer after 10pm? Although this comp is bought by him, my bro, so what? He is not my guardian, he is not my parent. I cannot accept him. N-O.

OGL-SLO or not?

2006-10-11T19:46:00.000+08:00

tmr skool's out at 11.30! That's the good news.. Bad news is.. We have career seminar until 4.30! Omg.. *faint* Oh ya.. N 1 very important thing today is.. I have been pondering about should i b an Orientation Group Leader? Student Liason Officer(SLO) comes along with the OGL.. SLO for next years pre-U seminar 2007. Shld i b an OGL? I would love to b an OGL but it also comes with SLO. It's a must.. Commitment period from october 2006 to june 2007.. Will i b able to make this commitment? N moreover i dun haf past CCA or leadership roles.. I had them before.. But the thing is i don't have the proof!! I had leadership postitions externally.. Den how?!! Argh.. But then again.. LIke Jia Min told me, what matters most is when you go for the interview.. The impression u give them.. Yea.. Bt i m afraid that i will b so afraid i duno wad to say during the interview.. Sobs.. I very scared.. How.. Shld i b an OGL-SLO or i shouldn't? Ppl help me..

during the bbq

2006-10-08T21:20:00.000+08:00

hmm.. promised to blog abt the bbq n mayb put pics rit.. I m now at chia mint's house cannot put pics hehe.. So let's see.. BBQ ahz.. nth special lehz.. Got la.. But very funny to blog abt it.. Got so teased by that unch over that matter.. I will remember wat is it but i shall not say it here.. Mayb i will publish the fotos tmr?? like when i get home.. late entry paiseh.. I noe bbq was on thursday haha.. But that marks the end of promos.. Alot of ppl from 06S08 is leaving already.. Aww mAn!! hope 06S08 dun get dplit up next yr.. We mux still haf 06S08 this class ok!! N hope that i can get promoted.. I dun wana b in 07S08 ew! sounds so sucky.. *puke* N by the way.. side note le ahz.. I m free from everything le.. Realli everything.. I onli wan my frends! N family of coz haha.. crap man.. tmr haf skool.. think i better go home early den.. See u guys den.. Hope ur cheerful girl nv dies! Muahx! Bye!

Ops.. My first kiss to my bloggie! Nvm here's more.. Muah Muah Muah!

b4 gg to bbq finish chinese paper

2006-10-05T12:57:00.000+08:00

Hey hey.. I guess i m not gg MIA today afterall i guess.. I m staying around.. Hanging around haha.. Will b gg off9 at 4pm.. Maybe earlier than that.. Coz little baby is slpy.. *yawn* Yay! finally i m free! Weehehe.. Jia Min was still telling me she dowan to go coz she kena period today hehe.. But!! after urging her she agreed to go.. hehe.. Better not let her see this post hehe.. o.0 Not arnd rit? Coast clear phew.. =.= Well today finally free.. No more troubles.. =) Mayb jus 1 or 2 ba.. Bt very minor de.. hehe.. Okie i think i dun feel like blogging much today.. But i promise! i will take pics n put here if i wan hehe.. BLEH! So i guess i will b gg off n i hope to post pics soon.. haha.. If i wan.. Will i blog abt the bbq? I sure will!! kk i gotta go.. byez!

just came back from megan's playgroup..

2006-10-04T13:56:00.000+08:00

Wee! I saw jiang rong again today! Oh my! She is like so adorable.. Today there is this new teacher n both megan n jiang rong sat down to listen to her more than any other teachers.. OMG!! falling in love with jiang rong already.. So adorable.. So independent.. Nv cries w/o her parents arnd.. Den tmr i haf bbq! so supposedly i shld b MIA tmr.. May blog again on friday.. Thinking abt shld i pon friday's stupid interhouse competition thing.. Wad de hell.. U peeps already decided to pon already.. den wad abt me? duno.. Shall see how.. Hope tmr doesn't rain! i pray pray pray.. Wee! i m off to do my stuff bb! Jiang rong rox!

after dinner blogging

2006-10-02T19:02:00.000+08:00

lol.. jus heard wad my sis was saying abt baby Megan.. She ate a piece of banana cake during a children's day celebration party yesterday organised by her skool. She din like the cake n spit it out den threw the cake behind her.. It hit her classmate n her mum lol!! Den during her class she went up to another classmate n her parent wif arms on her waist. The parent said hi n in reply she replied hi n walked away immediately.. LOL! *faint*
Den i was thinking.. during dinner.. How was my kor gonna propose to his future wife.. I can't imagine.. It was just a casual thought which hit me coz cheryl was over at my house.. So funny lor.. The sight of my kor kneeling down proposing.. I can't bear but laugh at that thought. OMG! ROFL! Den i m now blogging all that which had happened.. Lol.. Funny night lor.. Hmm.. Oh ya.. My kor jus came back from Pulau Tioman.. Ppl vomitted on board the ship lol.. He was one of them! N he saw a stingray! OMG! so cool! The whole lot of them got so scared that they stirred up the seabed den cannot see the stingray anymore.. My kor was one of the lucky ones to b able to see it b4 everyone panicked lol.. The boatman broke his leg while trying to get the group of divers back to shore.. Poor boatman.. Hope he is fine.. Kk i will b gone now.. Megan creating havoc already hehe.. BB!

Sunday at home..

2006-10-01T14:09:00.000+08:00

With the majority of the papers over.. I can finally rest.. Phew.. Slack a little for the weekend.. Deb gonna o back on track by tuesday.. Slept in late today.. Piggy me! hehe.. So slpy lor.. XD Woke up onli at 12.30 hehe.. Hm.. Remember my initial intention of setting up this blog is in the fondest memory of my maid.. I miss her! :'( Suddenly realised that when i was so cooped up with the promos this week, i hardly had time to miss her.. To cry over her leaving me.. Of coz i nv will forget her and erase her from my memory forever... I still miss her as much as i had missed her when i started this blog.. If i had a chance to go n visit her during my hols, i definitely will.. But i have to go n work this hols.. That's if i can get the job haha.. M not very keen in working.. But my mum ask me to go.. Den go baz.. haha.. Hopefully i can see my dearest maid soon.. Miss her tremendously.. Jus like the falling star that brought me her.. That star took her away from me even more faster n more cruelly.. I pray for her safety all the more.. N all the best to her..

Blogging from chia mint's house

2006-09-30T16:39:00.000+08:00

hey hey i m on again.. I m blogging.. not from my own house.. but from chia mint's house.. We just came back from our usual swimming routine.. So called swimming routine ba.. Hm.. teaching her differentiation now.. Something is wrong wif me today.. Keep making spelling errors.. Today went swimming.. Water went into both my ears.. So irritating.. Nv had water enter my ears for like years already.. Wad the hell man.. Den now.. I just played with BOBBY!! That cute little maltese in Chia Mint's house.. Coaching her in engineering maths at her house mahz.. Nv take engineering maths la.. But it is more like A maths.. So yea.. Coach her lor.. Give her an easier time when she goes to school.. Den also listening to Twins song now.. Bored? No way! haf BOBBY n china mint where will bored sia hehe.. ;) kk.. I go and coach her liaoz la.. She duno how to do a product rule qn liao la.. Dun understand my working haha.. I go coach her le.. Bye guys!

After chem n geog papers..

2006-09-29T19:27:00.000+08:00

My Chem n geog papers r finally done.. Maths on thursday also over le.. All in all everything is fine lor.. Argh.. Jus now actualli got an entry done den duno wad happen it was deleted.. Crap.. So overall the papers were all fine.. Can't say how the results will turn out though.. But all over liao ma.. Nv blog for 2 days.. Miss my bloggie so much! hehe.. think i gonna go rest soon.. Onli slpt at 1.30am last night.. M so tired now.. Chia mint nv go swimming with me so nvm lor.. I gonna sleep soon.. But haf to bath first la.. hehe.. Gonna bath soon i guess.. Den early night's slp for me.. Bye bloggie!

supposed to b study break day..

2006-09-26T14:47:00.000+08:00

haiz! today had to go back to skool when most of the peeps in my class stayed home to study.. Our chinese teacher had some last minute extra class.. haiz... So i went.. See i so good girl.. Go to school leh! haha.. So yea i went n now i m home.. On msn, blogging at the same time.. N as usual getting flooded but i realli wana finish blogging for now so i m ignoring the MSN ppl.. Thx reggie for tagging on my bloggie! Yesterday night i went crazy coz i was supposed to go n haf a rest but i didn't.. So i guess i was too tired n in the evening i started telling chia mint how much i wanted to go swimming wif her right at that moment haha.. So she came on my blog to tag on my blog asking me to stop being so siao haha.. Oh well.. Hm.. I was thinking of starting to put some fotos like yihui requested in the tag box.. Will see how things go aft my exams.. C ya guys.. I m off to MSN.. C u tmr bloggie!

After GP paper..

2006-09-25T14:28:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps, back for another little while again.. I m so slpy.. I m dozing off already.. *Yawn!* Hmm.. Shld i go n slp for a tiny while? eh.. nvm i guess i shall blog abit more abt my GP paper today..
Paper 1.. OMG! the question i did was almost the same as the most recent GP test i took.. LOL! Luckily i went to consult my teacher hehe.. Den my cher advise me on how to do it haha.. Lucky me! Onli 2 qns from the most recent test came out int his paper.. 1 is on biomedical science, the other, which is the one i did on is abt competition if it is desirable.. WEEEEEEEE!!!!!! I scored very well in the most recent GP test hehe.. Ms Soo praised me! yay! ok hehe.. hm..
Den Paper 2.. Oh my god.. No time to finish AQ sia.. But nvm it's normal according to my GP teacher hehe.. Summary was like oh my gosh.. So hard.. Couldn't find much points to summarise on.. Jia Min experienced the same problem too hehe.. Luckily not onli me.. I thought i was dead for summary for sure.. But since her english is so good but she couldn't find much points to summarise either.. I guess i m save haha.. N now.. i m very slpy so i shld go to bed haha.. *PONG! Fell aslp on the table*

Juz added the counter

2006-09-24T16:32:00.000+08:00

jus added a counter to my website upon suggestion by my mummy.. I had a counter when i added the tag box.. But then i did it wrongly.. Copied it from someone's blog but didn't noe that i haf to change some html codes.. Done that up n so now i haf my own counter! wee! hehehe..

Back for a little while..

2006-09-24T16:16:00.000+08:00

Hey guys, I m back for a tiny while.. So sick of studying studying n studying.. So blogging time is here again today! hm.. Very happy that u peeps haf tagged on my blog.. Continue tagging okie? Thx loads! Today i over slpt.. oops.. Or else i would haf gone to the gym wif chia mint.. Thankfully, both of us overslept.. hahahaha.. So guys, pls continue to tag in my bloggie! Tag again although u haf tagged b4.. ;) Blog some other time then..
Signing off..
Joanne

Tag box is up!

2006-09-23T21:11:00.001+08:00

hey peeps! i m so happy i jus did up my tag box.. N also! the unable-to-right-click function! wahahaha! Now no one can right click to see my template already hehe.. So evil rit.. But that's me.. The 'ME' attitude! weehheee... Now i m contemplating.. When shld i leak this blog address to all of u peeps man.. I m nervous n excited abt ur tags on my blog sia.. Remember to tag as much as possible k! Thx peeps!

Swimming!

2006-09-23T16:19:00.000+08:00

Wahahaha.. Swimming today! Wee! Went wif chia mint.. finally.. lol.. There is this very queer guy.. He was swimming free style.. But his head pops out like frog style n half his body comes out of the water.. lol.. Den had lunch at the stall near the swimming pool.. Den i came home. SURPRISE! My baby niece is at my house.. =.= Noisy time for me.. Luckily she is aslp now.. Or else my blog will b filled with her rubbish typings.. Poor bloggie.. Well i m gonna study later baz.. N this may b my last blog in 2 weeks time.. Or at least in 1 week's time.. Bye bloggie.. Bye peeps! Jia you for the promos.. =)

lib closed?

2006-09-22T22:01:00.000+08:00

Went to bukit panjang plaza jus now to return books.. Stupid library closed.. Wad de hell! But nvm i did my book drop.. It had some staff function so it closed at 4.. Oh wadeva.. Den i came home, i saw my second uncle.. He asked me a whole lot of crap abt my family.. As if it is any of his business?! ok nvm.. I m off to indulge in my drawing haha.. New art piece coming up.. But my imaginative juices r not flowing out yet.. So yea lemme get into the mood of drawing first.. Sayonara!

jking nia..

2006-09-22T16:10:00.000+08:00

LOL.. since when will i get angry coz reggie is busy wif her gf.. Pulling her leg onli she so anxious.. so cute! cute cute reggie!

choc cake.. yum!

2006-09-22T15:25:00.000+08:00

hehehe.. i m eating a piece of choc cake now.. mmmmmm..... so nice.. Blogging while i eat wahahaha.. hm.. Wad happened today ah? Oh! Some teacher told me to go back to her class aft my chinese lesson.. So shag already still go back for her class.. Such a HOT teacher that i m gonna get burned by her.. -Peeps from my class will noe wad i mean- I was supposed to return some lecture notes at 12.. My official lessons end at 11.30.. Den my frend's class ends at 12.. Was supposed to meet her to gif her back the notes in the end i ended up in that HOT teacher's class.. Den onli at 12.30 did i get to find my frend to return the notes to her.. Fortunately she hasn't gone home..

Well it is a luxury for me now.. On msn, blogging n enjoying my choc cake! Yum! Hehe..

Shall see if i have anything else to blog on aft i finish my cake haha.. talking to reggie on msn now wahahaha..

second last day of skool..

2006-09-21T17:18:00.000+08:00

Haha! It is the second last day of skool! Sharks man!! I have to do 2 chinese assignment for my C.A.. My chinese teacher is trying to pull our marks up.. Oh man! *Fainted* So tonight i shall have to do it anyway.. But!! Good news! I scored A for my geog in the C.A part.. That's for human geog... I duno abt physical de.. Wadeva la.. I m so hungry. I m gonna eat din din now.. When i m done, i will come back to blog some more.. While eating i shall think of more things to blog haha!

The ev3r swe3t-n-bitter Memory..

2006-09-18T21:40:00.000+08:00

Let's date this entry back to 29/8/06.

My maid for 19 years went home.. Whenever i had any troubles in school, at home or anywhere, she was the one who would always give me that encouraging smile and little words of encouragement. She would never leave to die.. Never.. So well, she has gone home.. Although it has been 3 weeks since her departure, I can't ever forget her. She has always been the fairy godmother in my life, who would pick me up when i fall, coo me to bed and praise me although i have done nothing much at all. She never despised me for who i m. We shared this common bedroom in a executive condominium. Life has always been hectic for me, with her around, nth stopped me. However, since she has left, my life kind of stopped. I was at a lost, I missed her a terrible lot..

Things took a drastic change ever since she left. The memories of us together will never fade. In my mind, my gorgeous aunt, she was the best. No matter what happens, I am NV going to have another maid in my house. That bed she used to sleep on is now mine. No one's allowed to sleep on it. The last goodbye and last hug we exchanged, i will never forget. I turned away, not bearing to see the sight of her leaving as she went into the departure hall. The tears i have resisted for many days in fear that she may see it, finally dropped..The last goodbye, I never want to say..

Her promise to stay with me through my 'O' lvls has touched me. She kept to it. It was on this basis called trust that built our relationship, that made me miss her so much.

I set up this blog, in the fondest memory of her.. I hope to see you soon, Helen.. I miss u..