When u wana play wif someone den u haf to bear it all till de end coz u started it. I just can't stand it wheneva u wana play wif me den in the end u always wana ruin de fun by being angry.

Take the stupid audition patch for example. You wanted to pull me away from ur lappy when i tried to help u patch audition. Den you held me so tight. Den i tried to pull away. Den i wanted to go to ur lappy to stop de patch from going on just for the fun of it. I wun rly go and off the patch la pls la. Den u jus say tat i wan play lidat rit den u off the power switch and say u not gonna play audition anymore and gonna delete it. How childish can u be? And by the way that struggle hurt me alot. My back hurts now as I sit here to blog. and if u rly wana delete audition by all means! Stop ur childish nonsense wif me la pls!

Sry I very pissed now coz my back rly hurts alot.

It's the exam period! God.. I had been in this education system since I was 7. Never had i ever fallen so ill before that I am missing all my exams. This means a high chance of actually retaking all my modules. Currently under 2 weeks of MC due to depression.. Oh God.. I duno wad happened to me.. But i just got so depressed I started to cry and i couldn't say a word out literally. Seems like my voice box got screwed up or wad. I was actually just damn stressed about the maths exams.
I know I have to retake my maths module if I dun go for the exams.. Duno if I have to do that for my English modules.. English's a hell lot more work. All the group work and the assignments. YUCKS! I rather take maths.. Now i am in a dilemma.. Do i wana drop english?? hmmm... Scratch head.. I will onli be taking english for 2 yrs ma.. N 1 semester is gone..
Now i m just waiting for my professor's answer if I have to retake the whole module if i miss the exams or not. If i have to retake the whole module then fine by me. But i would like to request to take it again maybe in year 3 when i am more relaxed ba.. but maths module cannot take lata. Coz the current maths module is a pre-requisite for the future maths modules. Duno if english is.. Haiz.. Pray tat i can just retake the exams without having to go thru all the assignments again!!!

OMG! i lost my notes! I left them at the kopitiam last night! OMG! Well, I did lose my notes and as a result my sleep as well last night.. But all that's over now.. I recovered my notes back.. Thanks to God.. I am lucky to have a Father who always answers my prayers. I thank my daddy!! Hahaha... I prayed so hard last night to recover my notes back today.. Lost abit of slp last night. But Daddy always helps his little gal when she is in need. Thx to u Jesus!

*Phew!* I just submitted my educational psychology essay.. Sweat sweat sweat... Today also had a maths module final test. So that's one whole module over and done with!!! Hahaha... So happy =)

Now one last thing left to do is my english report.. Though i have to admit that it was a very last minute job and i was all left alone to do it when it was supposed to be pair work, the teacher vet through it and said ti was good.. Minor adjustments here and there... But great! My partner said i did a great job.. So i guess things should all turn out fine.. haha..

U ask if i have been acting like a robot this whole week? Ask my mum. She will tell you that I did my assignments for very long hours(though it was a last minute attempt) till late into the night.. And i had to sit at the computer for hours on end to get my essays and reports all done...

Wonderful thing is that when i say i start school later at say about 11.30, my mum would stop my dad from waking me up, which usualli wun happen. She will want me to wake up bright and early. Dat shows how much she sees me working hard and how much i realli nid a rest!

N to my dearest dar dar, I m so sorry i haf not seen u for the whole of this week coz i was buried in my assignments. Dun feel heart pain when u see that i haf lost weight. Coz i noe u can fatten me up v soon rit? haha.. All i nid is love from u to fatten my physical size up lolzzzz.... See you den i can eat well le. Thx dar for being there for me this week, hearing me cry on the fone when i was at breaking point. Thx for all the spoken encouragement and the non-spoken supports.. Thx a million..

However, the one hu has helped me the most is God. He gave me his strength and His wisdom to come out with the essay and the report though i was all left alone to struggle with it. Thank Lord for all the help that you have given. May your wisdom shine through all my assignments and test. Thank you Daddy!

I just editted my blog skin! Woo! Anyway~
Hi everyone, I m on my blog again... Hey guys and gals out there.. If u ever think that NIE is an easier alternative path to take for a university, i am here to tell u, that is no easier! I m so drained and exhausted!!!!!!! I can help but keep praying to my dearest Lord to help me...
Currently, I am very ill. Have been falling sick very often. I also have many assignments to rush.. 2 assignments to be exact. And 1 major and final test coming up all within this week.. Blame me for doing things last minute and here i m stuck and struggling to breathe.. But the Lord never fails to help...

I missed a test last week due to my illness and i was supposed to have a makeup test tmr. But i am not very well acquainted with the things that is to be tested upon. I struggled if i should tell my illness to my professor. I decided to in the end. the professor allowed me to not take the retest and just count my test based on the first test i took. It was a relief.. It was very very very relieving.. Now i can concentrate fully on my final exams for a module and also finishup my assignments.. Really thx to you my dearest Daddy!!!! Thx for helping me so so much! love Daddy loads! <33

Peeps.. Sometimes when i come back to my blog for a look and see u guys still tagging on blog though it is not updated, kinda feels me with a lot of emotions.. I often wonder how things are back in Zealot.. Many a times when i pass by the church i wished it was a saturday but it is not.. My heart is caught in alot of doubts, hopes and love all mixed up.. Love from God and love from mortals: my frends, families and such.. I duno how to describe the feeling.. Though i noe God is still with me coz He always comes to my rescue when i pray to Him.. Dun ask me y i nv come back even when i feel like coming back.. Coz it beats me..
Just a little update to those who duno wat i m doing now..I am currently studying in NTU(NIE). I haf nv led a more busy time then now.. Hu says that uni is more slack den JC life is a whole load of crap. At least life in NIE is more of rushing for deadlines and tests then sitting back to enjoy. Semester 1 is about to be over and out in a week's time. It still feels as though i just came to NIE.. And exams are just about the corner.. With all that stress, I am coming down with illness more than usual..

God please pick me up if i fall..

peeps, joanne's back on again~ Currently at lan shop~ Anyway to all dose hu play audition~ here's a little tip for u.. Stay away from unknown ppl.. n no matter how much dey irritate u, dun care abt dem.. Coz u noe y.. nw i m freaking pissed by someone in audition.. bt anyway.. i wana come back to blogging.. Promise i will b back.. when i m in de mood a little later~

Hugs! N kisses! i miss u all Zealot ppl~ if onli i can go back~~ i would~~ Muackz!

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